``blithe indifference
Monday, May 18, 2009
「 auditited on 1:56:00 AM 」


Hi to my dear friend samantha quek who is going off in less than 24 hours... heres your 'dedication post' as promised !! HAHA. sorry had wanted to write a letter and pass it to you today when we met up but lazy rab took over and i ended up falling asleep instead! so here's to make up for the letter and although you can't take this with you to read while on board the ship but i hope tt you'll be able to take the loveeeee with you!! hahaa! this sounds corny.. but here goes!

samantha quek jiayan... i'll always remember you as the ex-randomweirdstranger who accompanied me to buy dark chocolate m&ms and walked me to bedok interchange when i barely knew her. LOL! that was classic man. but you know i'm so glad that we had that coincidental meeting outside the school gate and i asked you to accompany me out of politeness and you agreed much to my surprise HAHA because our friendship kind of blossomed from there. :) yeahyeah i know it's an old story but it never ceases to amuse me heh.

i guess we have been through pretty lotsa things throughout the past 2 years of friendship. in the beginning of the first year when we werent as involved in the class i remember going to the airport to study with you and the talk we had on the train and this was the photo we took: haha somehow i remember it so clearly i think im weird. =P well i'll like to thank you for putting up with this lousy friend(me) i remember abandoning you many a times during the 1st year n i guess 2nd year too just cos i was too lazy to get my lazy bum out of bed in the morning and ended up skipping school! nevertheless you were always there for me and never ever got pissed off with me. always kept my homework and updated me about school stuff somemore!!! heh. thanks lots samsam.

and then we made friends with two crazy friends michelle and wynne and had loadsss of fun plus studying sessions together. still remember the morning PE sessions where we used to sit two by two and chit chat while i kept on peeling the rubber thing on the track LOL. just some random memory! although we didnt really get to interact as much as i would like to cos of our different timetables but we always tried to have our meals during the same periods. and i'm so glad to have known the three of you genuinely niceee-beyond-words friends despite the fact that i always feel like i'm the devil of the group! HAHA. even though michelle is virtually on some 'murder Rab campaign' the whole time but she'll be like 'yay your chocolate ice cream fell on your blouse' and the next moment 'do you need tissue?'. haha. will never forget the after school studying sessions we had staying till the school closed and those overnight studying sessions at mich's house where we buried out faces in round biscuits :) LOVE YOU GUYS!!! haha will always remember you as a crazy camwhore forever pulling the whole world to take photos with you whether they liked it anot (mich is an evident victim here) and also a girl who enjoys sending other girls home (i should have guessed this from the m&m saga!) plus take good care of her friends. thanks for always going on the extra mile to make others feel so uber special your orange plate, your jewellery box, your cupcakes and rosti(was tt rosti? haha!) etc. thanks for being so genuinely concerned about everything and anything. i'll always remember the time we played catching up and down the escalator on bugis when you tried to force-feed me some korean chicken cutlet after u knew that i had no dinner at home.

and.... i got to tell you that i think you really make others feel comfortable with you cos to me you are such a real person. you are always so open about your feelings and even your embarrassing thoughts HAHA and you are never afraid to announce your 'flaws' (even imaginary ones) to the world. i love you for you!!!!! and i love michelle and wynne too! thanks for being my friends haha tis another corny statement but i mean it =P although i havent been exactly the best of friends and i'm always late for our meetings (woops) but being around you guys make me wanna at least try being nice even if i'm still a monster deep down.

Well i guess i'm gonna end off here. Take care on your trip sam quek quek lotsa love! i'll wait to speak to accented sam after 2 months HAHA. Bon voyage! :)