``blithe indifference
Sunday, April 05, 2009
「 auditited on 11:40:00 PM 」



been sleeping at unearthly hours and waking up at lunch time. gosh! again i have no idea what i've been busy with!!!! i think it's nothing.. yet i dont feel like i'm just lazing around. i guess im suddenly good at finding things to do! im in a super dilemma now. raaaaah. job woes. plspls i really want money to rain down from the sky so i won't be bothered by shyt like having not enough money to spend :( :( although charles is raining money for me already HAHA but i think i should save for SUNNY days. wooops ! it's enough tt i'm depleting my own reserves.. now i'm depleting his. gosh. get a life rab.

with charles its 24-7 food these days. he's feeding me till i white white tender tender (bai2 bai2 nen4 nen4). sigh! i havent been exercising since... A-Levels?!?!? hey u didnt hear wrongly. i think i'm super unhealthy now and my body's choked up with fats and all i'm doing is wobbling about and eating more and more and accumulating more fats. i neeed to exercise~~~!!!! i need karen to ask me to go blading!!!

so i'm intending to take up 3 jobs and soon i'll be too busy to meet anyone at all. miserable life. comfort is.. shiyun is taking up the same night job as me so i guess i'll have one friend in my life. i wish and wish tt shiyun won't quit! but right now im in quite a rut. cos i'm thinking of taking up this job which pays a miserly 480 a month though its only 11-5. and 7-10 its telemarketing. and on thursdays sundays it'll be tuition. hmm day job and telemarketing is at payar lebar so i can probably go stalk karen when im free HEH. great plan. but arghhh i'm gonna slog to death to earn 900+ a month! tell me if its worth it sacrificing all my free time!! there's still many many many things i wanna do!! but but.. if i quit telemarketing then it'll be 600+ and im positive tt i'll just die with 600+ a month. :( i'll prolly just take up these 3 jobs for now and immense myself into the friend-less love-less adult world sighhh.

And it's so weird when i have to answer to tt dreaded question now.

'What's your age?'

TWENTY, DAMMIT. :( :(!

our anniversay's coming!!!! it calls for a huuuuge huuuuuge celebration!! WHEEHEE.

and tomorrow i've got 1001 errands to run. i'm gonna get a new phone! our brilliant m1 conspiracy. HOHO. and when charles books out this weekend i'm gonna get my nintendo dslite wheeeeeeeee im super excited and charles is gonna get his psp!! at least then i'll have someth to do from 5-7pm everyday. ohgosh my sadshyt life SOBS.

bye adult rab is logging off now!