``blithe indifference
Monday, January 12, 2009
「 auditited on 3:52:00 AM 」


Helloha. Since im so free... let's get rid of the spiderwebbies hereeeeee !

Hmm! Life is kind of different without Charles around.. not surprising, considering i spent almost every single day of the last 8 months with him. Haha. Seriously, come to think of it, we've never ever been apart for more than 1 week. In fact, i think the record was 4 days of not meeting. And noww alllll of a suddeeeen it's WHAM! 2 weeks. ohcrap.

After spending the past month fooling around in zoo nightsafari sentosa ulupandan places town town more town i guess it's finally time to settle down! Been hunting for jobs since Friday with lil success though i did get a job offer with a magazine company. Guess i'll be posted to some random JC(justnotTJplease) to get kids to subscribe with us. Quite an interesting job? Drawback is... i'll be working alone. I think my guts are deserting me as i get older. used to be able to work alone and blah but now it just feels so siaaaned. was hoping to get a job with sam and mich. rah nvm hope my colleagues will be fun funny people and i'll enjoy the job! product training for 6 hours tmr at a certain desolated part of bugis. zomg.

so day one with charles gone was job hunting with shihui! was a lil lame really but haha havent seen her for months so i guess it was well worth it!

day two with charles gone was job hunting with sam&michmeh plus squidmates4life! sam threw mich and i alone and poor me was stuck with mich boohooo but then it was kinda fun making her walk around with me and of course, making fun of her. muahaha.
and according to the squids i kind of 'graced' their outing hur!!!
HEY SQUIDS PLEASE DO NOT SAY TT I SHY I WILL GO FOR MORE OUTINGS OKAYOKAY!
but seriously time flies i think i havent met them for close to a year already yet everyth felt so familiar and it was even kind of comfortable hanging out with them. happy times on swing night pictures eating hongkongfoood and terrorisin 3 huge fish in glen's hse. what to do.. 7 years friends. haha! squidmates4life yaw.

and then some things which are totally incomprehensible happened. it feels almost unreal. well i do hope that it wasn't real. but it made me think, it did.

charles' absence is making me a lil weird.
HOW?
(1) no cheery goodmornings to start the day off
(2) nobody with me on long bus rides which results in me falling asleep which then results in me knocking my head on the window which in turn results in great embarrassment plus a swollen head.
many more t the list which i shant continue. but yess i know he's feeling it too he got reminded of me when he's eating meesiam cos everyone knows tt there's egg in meesiam and it used to be rab-eat-egg-white-charles-eat-egg-yolk. not the best way to be reminded of i know but when he said that i just felt soo... sigh-ish. havent eaten any eggs so i didnt feel it but pls come back soon and eat all the eggyolks! :)

he just disappeared so totally all of a sudden it seriously takes some getting used to. i so miss everything about him! *blush* tmr it'll be the 4th day without him and on tues... it's our record-breaking moment... the 5th day!

How does it feel to have an NS boyfriend?? Horrid. :(
How does it feel to have a commando boyfriend?? Horridly worrying. :(((

He feels like he's having such a hard time. lousy food, uncomfortable bed, insects, constrained by time. rahrahrah. and i only get t talk to him once every day for a few minutes! well at least we're in a far better position than those long dist relationships huh. heywait.. they get to webcam. okay nvm. but i just know tt everyth's worth it. :)

soonsooon! meantime i'm gonna work and earn lotsa money to pay my bills - just kidding - more like get myself psp, new hp, new mp3, digicam WHEEEE and of course new things t decorate myself hahaha.


......don't worry i wont forget t save.