``blithe indifference
Friday, May 30, 2008
「 auditited on 8:23:00 PM 」



Hi all!

Havent been blogging for quite some time. Many things have happened and i don't know where to start! Let's just say that life is so totally unpredictable, so full of surprises.

Let me talk about the latest big update in my life! my close friends should know what it is? haha. i don't know what to think of it. i have no idea if it's a good or bad thing. but for now im really afraid of putting too much into it. i don't wish to be too dependent or over-reliant. i admit ive got little faith in things like this, for whatever selfish reasons. and most of all, im not prepared to get hurt.

And i think i suck at prioritizing and managing my time. i really really treasure my friends. but because i suck at prioritizing sometimes i guess i do things which may appear otherwise. and due to circumstances it's really difficult to keep things the way they were. i think starting from now, it'll be a really difficult time for me. all the way right up till aft a lvls. can't really continue the way i was or i'll really screw a lvls up big time. so.. i'm gonna go missing for six months. haha. when i go out, it'll be to study. something which is history for many of my friends at this point of time, i know. and no more late nights for me! it's a huge sacrifice, but an essential one too. im aware of the many implications-- im prepared to be distanced from everyone. im prepared to feel loneliness. im prepared to be stressed out. im prepared to be unhappy. im sorry.

So. i guess it's goodbye till 6 months later. :(

A really really nice song. Enjoy ! :D


"THE WAY I AM" (official video) - Ingrid Michaelson


If you were falling
Then I would catch you

You need a light
I'd find a match

Cause I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly
Here take my sweater

Your head is aching
I'll make it better

Cause I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine
When you start losing all your hair

Sew on patches
To all you tear

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am mmm

you take me the way I am
you take me the way I am