``blithe indifference
Saturday, July 14, 2007
「 auditited on 9:28:00 PM 」


i feel so weird! like im a changed person. haha. i declined invitation to go out without hesitating much. i dont enjoy staying out late as much as before. im worried about homework piling up. i spend saturdays doing community service. ive finally given some thoughts about the future. wow. im really a changed person. im... nerdified!!! :O

out with cheryl and siwei on monday and tuesday. katong! feels so familiar. we discovered a coool taiwan restaurant with really yummmy foood and the best thing is.. all at affordable prices! haha be nice to me and i'll tell you where it is! :D so we tried fermented beancurd. my first! it taste like.... URGH. it's like chewy shyt(with the assumption that shyt isnt chewy in the first place). and the worst thing is..... the taste lingers in your mouth!!!! ohhlala. imagine, the taste of shyt. in your mouth. yepyep you get the idea. haha! it was served in cubes of at least 10? siwei chickened out after tasting 1/1000 of one cube :D the trick is: one bite of toufu + one spoonful of oystermeesua + chewing at the speed of 13828times/s lol! aston's on tues was siwei's treat. :D cos of some weird logic of hers but well. no complaints there, on cheryl and my part. :D

wednesday and thursday? SICK AT HOME. fever kept on subsiding and coming back. felt like a baby cos no longer than 10 minutes aft im awake each time, i'll drift back off to sleep. ohmaaaan. anw slept sooooo much these 2 days that i had probs sleeping on thursday night. correction: I DID NOT SLEEP AT ALL. went to school without gettin a wink. ):

school on friday = floating around in school. completely, absolutely, totally redundant! couldnt go for pe. forgot my notes for phy lecture and ended up sleeping/telling veryveryvery funny jokes to sam michelle alee. they didnt laugh. but ohwell, must understand. their sense of humor = zzz LOL. jokes. slacked at lib allllll the way till gate opened. YAWN. totally meaningless. ohwell at least i had a good laugh in the lib with sam and michelle. abt? how to draw cars. LOL

and then! IT WAS KENA CONNED BY MARTIN YONG TINMAR TO TAMPINES MALL along with shiyun(victim no.2) and joshua(martin's accomplice) for lunch. supposedly. martin and joshua ran off to martins house aft we reached tamp and......... The End. they never did appear. -_________-. scammed! and the disasters which followed!!! ohmy. our words of revenge:

all for nothing
'cos of martin
the chao tin tin !

zzzzzzzzzzz. but then. everyth was quite hilarious and it was quite fun la LOL a few things happened which is lmao type of funny and hey if we didnt return school, i wouldnt have witnessed samantha's phenomenal fall LOL(go sam's blog for details). sorry la i have no idea why is it that i'll get a surge of uncontrollable laughter whenever i witness someone toppling over. probably cos the two falls ive witnessed on the two friday the 13th this year is too drama already. LOL. take care of your ankle sam :D it wasn't embarrassing la, really! :D :D :D

cip today with wingyee! a cute guy donated to me. not really goodlooking, but nice looking! he looks like a senior from dhs. mayb he is! but he's really kind too. donated without taking the thingyy. once agn... IS THIS LOVE?!?!??!! lol! i ought to stop falling in love with strangers. LOL! anw! in one+ hour at parkway, i met matt, yeetien, kenneth, dianyang, modissa and peeps, a few dhs juniors. lol, parkway. cip was horrible. wingyee agrees. ): one day of being a general public nuisance to many. tired !

MY NEW WISH: that people would stop being so mean to sweet lil volunteers like me. i know im earning cip hours but aside from that there is really no other incentives for me to work so hard and regardless of the amount of donations i receive i'll still get that many hours. so stop treating us like dirt, like we owe you a living and reduce us to something so cheap and lowdown. im talking to you, if u prance around with your head up high feeling oh-so-great about yourself when you have zero regard for the needs of our society and can't even show, at the very least, some basic courtesy.

and... ohyeah. i wish that people would stop earning commission out of selling charity tickets. :( i must admit: ive been there, done that. let's face it la. it's not exactly easy money. ure talking about standing for hours on end and putting up with some very unfriendly singaporeans. and moreover, earning money out of charity is just not right. ): i was young and idiotic, but please those old bengs and lians please wake up and go get some better-paying jobs. or get haunted by your conscience for life. hurhur.



haha. long entry. cos ive got nothing to do on a saturday night! it's all for my own enjoyment! hohoho! not expecting anyone to read thus far, but if you did.. pat on the back for you!

yawnyawn. i missed steamboating. regretting in process. dead bored. kembangang plus derrick lol! i think it would be interesting to laugh at felix eating steamed(bbq-ed?!) vege. and havent met peiling in ages. and they are gna fish? how can felix go fishing? he goes seaweed-ing. and the guy with surname chen who goes, 'booooooooooze!' all the time is gng back to settlers. timo bald-headed is gng back to settlers too. wow. im missing out on such a potentially goood night. willingly. i think im gng crazy. ):