``blithe indifference
Monday, May 21, 2007
「 auditited on 10:15:00 PM 」


hi aliens.

im here, back to blogging again! whee how exciting is that? :D
and well i intend to start blogging for good! will no longer leave my blog bereft of (my) interesting insights and intelligent wit for painstakingly long periods of time like i did in the past. haha! and it's just not right to disappoint all my faithful blog stalkers, you know? *waves at you* oops. haha!

okay so before anything else, i would like you to brace yourself, for you are about to witness a most breath-taking sight. i name it, the 8th wonder of the world. Ladies and gentlemen, presenting....... my wonderful blog template! HAHA! gotta give credits to michelle for helping my finalise on this. believe me, that is no simple feat! she had to choose from nearing 20 options which managed to survive my fastidious selection. :D well it was between a template featuring a 'cute but psycho rabbit' which i feel is pretty appropriate for me (the cute part, at least) and this! in the end we both decided that i should be more mature. hehe. love the simple layout with such joyful colours placed right next to the cheerless picture which is so reflective of this world in which we're living. it creates such a stark contrast, as of the imperfect us living in this colourful and seemingly faultless world. the drama, drama, drama. pretence and more pretence. the narcissism in us at work.

so, i've decided that i quite like this template! :D and why the sudden gloomy thoughts? ive got no idea. ): i know im just eighteen and compared to others, i might not have even exprienced half as much, or gone through as much pain. but this is quite enough, ive seen more than enough of this world than i would've liked to. the bad and the evil, the pain and the sufferings. but a trip back to reality and we all know that these are inevitable. that with good, comes evil. with selflessness, comes selfishness. with concern, comes neglect. it's like an action-reaction force, just as we learn in physics. and what's more, im in no position to deplore the present state of morality since im as guilty as everyone else.

but hey, i guess ultimately there is still good in this world. it's just that the good appear in forms less conspicuous than the bad, so we tend to notice more of the bad, and less of the good. there is still hope in this world! plenty of it. :D

this is not the end yet! let's see what i did today. :D school, boring. lunch with mich and shiyun. mich went to support bball match with the rest of my ex-ex-classmates while siwei shiyun and i had to while our time away waiting for vanessa and wengseng to appear. munched on the biscuit with the colourful icing on top the whole time, except we only ate the icing. lol! ended up with a hilarious bag of icing-less brown things which looked yucky. urgh.

amk hub later on with shiyun and vanessa. had a good eating binge(the fried mushroom is yum!). followed by attempted studying at macs. ended up at presbyterian high to support vball match lol. eh eh! :D :D :D :D fullstop!

you asked if i did. i did. i just didnt feel the need to clarify things and now im sorry for losing you, my best confidant. ):