``blithe indifference
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
「 auditited on 10:36:00 PM 」


on monday aft i knew the final result i felt totally numbed. people called and i didn't even feel like talking. n i guess i even sounded quite pissed. oops. so i more or less spent the day alone at home cos my parents went out for dinner n my sis only came back later. then i sms-ed n called siwei but she wouldn't reply. i thought she died.

okie heres the best part.. cheryl called me all of a sudden n told me to open my door. i thought she wanted to ambush me cos i was so mean to her haha keeding. ok so i opened the door. n found many many tings on the floor:

(1) a heart-shaped note written on foolscap ; pic of cheryl n me
(2) rocky road brownie
(3) candies e pick-n-mix yummy sour kind
(4) heart-shaped cookies.. passionfruit-flavoured!
(5) a smiling gingerbread man.. for the smiling element.. she claims. :D
(6) last but not least... ben&jerry's cookie dough ice cream! ohh yum the last tub which siwei n pat bought me, my sis ate up all the cookie dough. wth. thou shalt not let history repeat itself. heh!


my first reaction: *widened eyes* "eh jie! come and see!"

then i heard a horrible laughter from above. no it did not come from the sky. it was cheryl laughing frm the 3rd floor -_-"" we sat at the staircase and talked. n i got a hug. nahnahnah XD
THANKS RYL URE RYLLIE SWEET N I RYLLIE LOVE U TO BITS N CHUNKS. URE RYLLIE MY BEST FRIEND ALWAYS, like ryllie.


n heres the funniest part. while we were talking halfway, we suddenly heard siwei's very lively n cute voice(pple say our voices sound alike, so must be good) and then peiling's not-so-lively n not-so-cute voice(haha!) n i said "hello! i hear you!" peiling n siwei finally reached the top of the stairs n this time round they didn't thrust a yellow thing at me... they thrust a red bag at me! :O and i looked inside the bag... omigosh... a colourful array of.......... TIDBITS HAHA! all my fav!!!! they really know what i like... shocked! popcorn, marshmellow, mint bitter choc(i like mint, n i like bitter choc!), the egg sweet, the meiji big tube sweet, many many jelly, and the mantou biscuit.... n 2 fridge magnets in cake shape. okie the fridge magnets are super random.. so i asked em how come they bought me that! n the reply: 'we spent above $20, free gift!' BEST. :D:D:D and.


HI PEILING N SIWEI. MY STAND REMAINS THE SAME.. RETAINING IS BAD, BUT LOSING THE BOTH OF U WILL BE WORSE. JUST MAKE SURE TT WE WILL NEVER DRIFT APART N THATS MORE THAN ENOUGH.

cheryl stayed over. was supposed to go sch the nxt day so i slept early woops in e end din turn up for sch either.

what can i say? i felt so damn loved ok. like damn damn damn. you donte know how much i appreciate all that! i dont think everyone has friends like tt and im dam glad i do. not one... not two... but three! n then there were those(eh yall know who u are im sure!) who showed their concern through other ways. the treat offers to cheer me up, the sms-es, the phone calls, friendster testimonials, n even.. blog entry?! (HAHA KAREN) n i really didn't do anything to deserve all tt love n concern. and please donte worry bt the treats. im happy enough t know tt im being cared for hehe. conclusion: im just a very very very blessed girl. (:

and u know... that night i kind of teared, listening to this song. damn... weird. haha!

McFly - I've Got You

the world would be a lonely place
without the one that puts a smile on your face
so hold me 'til the sun burns out
i won't be lonely when i'm down

'cause i've got you to make me feel stronger
when the days are rough and an hour feels much longer

i never doubted you at all
the stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall? (by and watch them fall)
so hold me 'til the sky is clear
and whisper words of love right into my ear

'cause i've got you to make me feel stronger
when the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
yeah when i got you
oh to make me feel better
when the nights are long they'll be easier together

looking in your eyes
hoping they won't cry
and even if you do
i'll be in bed so close to you
hold you through the night
and you'll be unaware
but if you need me i'll be there

yeah i got you
oh to make me feel stronger
when the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
yeah when i got you to make me feel better
when the nights are long they'll be easier together

I'LL GET OVER THIS, I PROMISE.