``blithe indifference
Sunday, April 09, 2006
「 auditited on 3:36:00 AM 」


my heart is aching. i'm missing mjc so so much all of a sudden. :((((((

*smacks manel, aisha& moksa!*

was reading moksa's & malcolm's blog. all their previous entries about wanting to go back to mj, about s4o1. and i also read aisha's and manel's blog. about their current life in mjc. it brings back so many memories.. memories of mjc, memories of o6s4o1. for the first time in a very long time, i allow myself to think about all the fun i would have had and will continue to have if i've chosen to stay in mj. it's saddening, really.. :(((((

alright this is to let yall(o6s4o1-pae) know that no matter how well i seem to be getting on with my life, i will never forget all you people. you people who brought me so much fun and joy. you people who made me laugh from the bottom of my heart. and you people who showed me the meaning of class spirit. i've never felt so much togetherness before i entered o6s4o1, not for the past 16 years. the after-school rotting. the times when we skipped lectures just to slack tog in the lib, when we played asshole daidee, when we got into trouble tog. the times when we laughed tog over some random joke, when we went go for outings. even lessons seemed less boring with u people around. n like what moksa wrote in her entry which i realize is so true.. back in mj when i had to wake up in the morning to go to school, i din feel any dread. not at all.. cos all the dread tt i felt cos of boring lessons will soon be replaced by the thought of meeting those s4o1 peeps and the fun we will haf on tt brand new day. now... :(

ok i just wanted to make my point tt s4o1 is irreplaceable. it's a class made up with truly fun-loving, enthusiastic and wonderful people with completely different kinds of character. what's truly magical is how all of us can get along so well despite the differences. i will never forget you people. even if it's 10 years down the road i will still definitely remember having been in a class called s4o1...

sometimes it's not about how long people spend together.. but how we make use of the time spent together. i can boldly proclaim tt although the period of 2months+ was really short. u guys have made an impact in my life. and this is a 2-month which i will always remember. :))

thanks for everything.