``blithe indifference
Sunday, February 12, 2006
「 auditited on 12:25:00 AM 」


Shalala.

olvl results came out the day before yesterday. i got 11! seriously, 11 is like my lucky(or unlucky) number. i am so 11! i still remember last yr in kfc aft chem/phy practical ;coded was stranded at kallang kfc. n we were discussing abt olvls which was really our main concern then. haha. n i was saying i've got a feeling i'll get 11. n i've got a feeling i'll get into tjc. n one of my seniors told me that i've got a tj face and i speak like a tj-ian (how she came to this conclusion is still a mystery). ahh well. coincidence?

i dun understand why they want us to meet at 2 to listen to some talk n only release our results at 2.30. tts so lame cos obviously the anticipation was killing everyone and most pple had problems keeping still, much less listen to some asdasd talk. n worse still whenever they flash a table of statistics on the screen they have to read every single word, number and punctuation out. like wad's the point?! we can read. anw congrats to all those with 9a1s(Limin!) and 10a1s. it's no easy feat and some of these pple are really admirable.

anw aft i got my results i was like in a daze la. before tt i was just wishing for something below 15 so 11 for me is really good enough. haha despite everyth duno why i started crying. mayb it's to let out all the suppressed emotions. stupid talk. i'm weird.

11 is not like a damn good score. i noe it myself. there are tons of pple who got below 11 la. but i think shuldn't be too greedy i know how much effort i've put in. i know it's not my best. i'm lucky to even get below 15. so 11 it shall be. im shocked tt i got a1 for eng. im quite shocked i passed higher chinese. i was certain i left half of the fillintheblanks component empty. quite sad tt i din manage to get an a1 for elit. other than tt, i'm generally happy n contented :) n my 4 bonus points frm cca n hcl is a bonus. lol hence the name?

for now im still quite unsure of what to put. but heres the idea. if i decide to take arts after pae i'll try for vj(arts). then tj(sci) followed by mj(sci). if not it'll be tj(sci) followed by mj(sci). yep.

really sad about leaving mj. it means leaving all my frens there especially my og and cg mates and giving up the chance to be an ogl n attending the ogl camp! ahh. my cg is like a second 4e super fun super united super bonded. n i've got to go through another orientation n be called a "freshie" again. the thought of it sucks. on the other hand, tj is like much nearer i've got a direct bus 12 from my hse there. save money, save time. n this also means.. MORE SLEEP! haha! n there are more frens in tj. mj pple rock la but it's just not the same u noe? as nice as they are when they join their sec school frens n inevitably tok abt stuff u duno it gets a lil lonely.

booooooo. life's like that. u gain some, u lose some. can't have the best of both worlds. for now i'm just gna treasure the remaining 3 wks or so with my CG :D o6s4o1 rocks to the max!! will seriously miss u people. :(((