``blithe indifference
Monday, February 20, 2006
「 auditited on 8:25:00 PM 」


i think
everythings stems from my laziness.

1) i'm anti-social/unsweet
- i'm too lazy to even reply smses at times even though it purely involves the movement of 2 fingers(namely my 2 trusty thumbs) and will take less than 2 minutes. as a result, people who don't know me tt well will think tt i'm being unfriendly. my friends, on the other hand, will feel unloved and neglected. =( it's not tt im irritated or annoyed... i'm just too lazy! and i apologise for tt.
- i'm too lazy to even pick up the phone and contact my friends just for the sake of doing it. being the moron tt i am most of the time i call pple only when i'm feeling unusually chatty, bored or when the need arises. from time to time a friend's face will pop into my mind and i will realise tt we havent communicated for quite a long time. unfortunately before i can do anything about it this thought will be brushed away by a more pressing matter. hours/days/weeks/months will pass before i finally get down to making the long overdue phone call. yeah i know im such a loser. it's not tt i don't remember. i do. it's just tt im far too lazy to do anything about it :( n i apologise for tt too.
- i'm too lazy to ask my friend cheryl out so she always has to do the dirty job =P

2) high phone bills
cos i'm too lazy to reply using sms. so i call e person back instead. lol how idiotic.

3) i don't do well in studies
i'm too lazy to revise my work on a regular basis. i'm too lazy to complete my homework. i'm too lazy to go for lessons. more often than not, i find myself so lost during lessons that i can't be bothered to listen at all. n it kind of becomes a vicious cycle. dun study=> duno anything=> dun listen during lesson. so only way to counter this is to... START STUDYING! i may seem slow to some(most?) people but i'm definitely NOT stupid. i will make myself study hard from now onwards. im serious.

and there are many other serious consequences to laziness as well, which for the last time, i will be lazy and thus too lazy to elaborate on them. HAHA. chim stuff. cos i promise myself tt from now onwards... I WILL BE LAZY NO MORE. =D