``blithe indifference
Saturday, May 21, 2005
「 auditited on 10:49:00 PM 」


yesterdae aft activity left my fone under a table in 1g. dumbness. everyone can't seem to stop niaoing me abt my carelessness. boo. lol but if i lose tis it'll be the 6th fone. not cool at all.

so went back to skool tis mornin at 10+. sum stjohns pple helped to open the 1g classroom cos they had the keys. thanks! searched under every single table. then i came to this particular table. i knew it was The One the moment i set my eyes on it. kind of remember starin at the final fantasy characters during the lecture the day before. lala. ok so i've recovered my fone. poor ting spent a lonely night all alone in 1g :(

aft tt joined 4g for their soccer trainin. hahaahahaha extra! but dun care. lalala~ played awhile with some of the 4k gurls who were there as well but they left earli. ahaha ok had fun kicking balls n laming around wif the 4g pple. yuting pat zann nita justine quanrui gerald eric. haha it feels lyk an squad gatherin 4/8 are np pple. wahaha. enjoyed myself so much tt i stayed til 6+ or so. tts 8 hrs of slackin+soccerplayin. :o

n i got damn pissed with a couple of sec 3 scouts. they asked to borrow ball. so i lent them 4e class ball. told them we'll be around the np room. they played wif it. they locked it up in their scouts room cos they said tt they couldn't find me. wth la. a likely excuse. i waas in the np room all the time. N IT IS DAMN OBVIOUS? the lights are on. clearly they din really bother to find properly la. ok they put it in their scouts room nvm. then they locked it up! DOUBLE LOCKED IT! wtf!?~?~! means even the sec 4 scouts can't open it. need teacher to open or sumth. which means only can get back on tues! n kayee told me to keep the ball cos we need it for our soccer tranin on mon. n i got blamed for lendin the ball to them.. leavin us wif no ball to prac wif. wtf. my fault la duh. shuldn't haf trusted them wif the ball in the first place right. im dumb.

n now most prob i'll hafta borrow eepin's soccer ball n travel ALL THE WAY TO BEDOK. wtf. WAS REALLY DAMN DAMN PISSED OK. so much so tt i almost teared. like i hao3 xin1 lend them the ball. they nvr use it responsibly n on top of tt still bring me so much inconvenience. n it is really ALOT of inconvenience. n somemore i got scolded n blamed for it. n what's most infuriating is tt they din seem too sorry when they told me tt they could only return the ball on tues. i know not all scouts suck but those group of scouts seriously suck big time. eff. then later they were playin bball wif 2 guides n wanted to borrow our basketball. sent the 2 gurls to ask me. hey lend u all n let u all lock it up in the scouts room agn huh! fug. i know the 2 gurls are innocent but just their luck why play wif those losers. i was so pissed i said "sorry no." then tink they went back n held a discussion or sumth. no doubt must be scoldin me la. heck. then they sent someone else. in the end still lent it to them anw. but shit im still damn pissed. TTS WHAT I GET FOR BEIN KIND LA.

it really doesn't pay to be nice or kind. learnt my lesson.

aiyarh im damn suay these few days. fridae i went into the classroom to take a test. sec ones all takin test infrnt...nco takin at the back of the classroom. then i went to sit on tis chair which was already broken. sum effin joker placed the plastic ting on the metal n the chair was pushed into a table. lyk wtf. SPOILT CHAIRS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE PLACED LIDAT. sat on it n in less than a second found myself sittin on the floor. WAD ROTTEN LUCK LA. TOTALLY ROTTEN N DECOMPOSED OK. created such a din a few pple turned n look. damn paiseh la. shit. then nxt i left my hp under the table. N NOW I MEET SOME STUPID n IRRESPONSIBLE BALL-BORROWING SCOUTS. :( n there's my results to worry abt. it just keeps gng down.

wun be surprised if i break my arm or dislocate my leg durin interclass. :(:(:(

aiyarh im damn depressed. but sumth quite amusin happened today-- a rough conversation between xl n me.

me: u're really very thin leh. thin n fair.
xianglong: better than u. fat n black.
me: yayaya
xianglong(on second thought): eh actually i'm not tt fair what!
*so we stretched out our hands n compared the colour.
xianglong: see! around the same what!

hahah duno why i find this damn amusin!!! either xianglong is colour blind or I'M colour blind. cos from what i saw my complexion was like at least 10 shades darker. hahahahaha! this is a perfect example to illustrate how pple can be so very self-delusional. :D:D!

my reply(exaggeratin a bit): u call that the same! i'm at least 200 shades darker than you!

EH but actually it's not good to be so dark leh. yucks. gotta drown myself in skin whitenin products whaahaa.