``blithe indifference
Friday, May 13, 2005
「 auditited on 11:28:00 PM 」


"friday the 13th is an unlucky day." ..this statement is indeed true for me. frigg.

took emaths paper earli in the morn. totally screwed la. wonder why everyone said tt it was ez. bluff me? nahh. im just lousy. couldn't do so many questions...ahhH! actually partly cos not enuf time aso. but haizz dun tell me im gng to fail emaths too. alright. got back my physics test paper. total shit. 8/25. EFF. if onli i've studied the topic on lenses n passed tis blardi test, then i would haf passed my overall. :((((((( ok my fault again. forever takin the ezier way out. n i went to study a topic which wasn't tested. :o
ok well. bottomline is: im a fked up arsehole. :(

aha forgive me but im really feeling strongly abt tis. was damnnn damnn depressed. just really very disappointed with myself. n being depressed sucks cos negative thoughts seem to feed on all ur energy. the more depressed you are, the more restless u get. couldn't even bring myself to speak for quite sum time. tts weird. ahhhhh. two more chances to prove my worth. prelims n o lvls. at least i do see sum improvement.. these days i hardly come online anymore. wahaha. hao! zai jie zai li!

accompanied the sec ones to the dog unit. i've learnt tt: dogs are cool. dogs are intelligent. dogs are cute. dogs show their excitement when they see me by going mad. when dogs bark they like to twirl around in circles--therefore, i can infer tt dogs don't get dizzy too ezly. dogs emit a weird stench (aft careful analysis, i feel tt it probably has got sumth to do wif their diet). hmm.. what a rewarding trip. -_-"

ok played soccer wif G class gurls n A class gurls n B class gurls aft i got back to skool. had fun with them :D but i still can't dribble the ball properly ahaahaha. must train harder tmr!

n sumth is very wrong. i stupidly chose to take kianyong's jersey without takin the words at the back into consideration. so now i will haf to play in interclass while wearin a jersey wif the words "LAODA" printed in bold at the back. tell me i seh anot? ha ha. :O n the jersey is so long i almost look lyk im not wearin any shorts. -_____________-. but haha i wun complain it's nice of the guys to lend us their jerseys. lol!

ok shockingly time passes so damn quickly there's onli a few days left to interclass. aha. goooooooooooooo 4E!