``blithe indifference
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
「 auditited on 11:17:00 PM 」


first time studying at a bus stop. actually i was stranded there la cos it started rainin the moment i stepped out of the lib. it's pretty cool la haha if u minus the lightning and thunder. the rain was fabulous. i like rainy nights!! :D:D aft awhile i got sick of studying and just sat there, enjoying everything around me. the wind, the sound of rain, the smell of rain, the night scenary. lol. was damn cold n hungry but just sitting there observing all the cars which were passing by and yep basically just lookin at the rain was interesting enough to keep my thoughts away frm my physical needs. n the whole atmosphere sets me thinking. lol. a cool thing to do. i've never actually sat down all alone at night, just to observe the rain hahahaa. but every few minutes there would be a clap of thunder which would send me jumping out of my skin. kaooo. really damn loud. somemore at the bus stop..like felt damn exposed or wad. i nearly expected a bolt of lightning to just aim straight at me n fry me or sumth. lol ok i nvr expected tt larh...nt tt dumb. but aha the thought did cross my mind. hehe lame wadever it is..i just like doing things for the first time!

i feel sianed whenever i think abt all the stuff i hafta study. arghhhhhh. like just the thought of all the work left turns me off. ahhhhhh. sick. but still...i will nvr not mind dying :P:P cos i just wanna livE~~~~!