``blithe indifference
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
「 auditited on 10:03:00 PM 」


YESYES. RELIVE THE PASSION! RELIVE THE GOOD OLD DAYS!

wah never expected eepin to be the one who inspired me. :P:P he shocked me by sayin sumth. n i was thinking...if even he can do it...WHY CAN'T I!? shan't let the remainin few months go to waste. GOGOGO.

anwwwwwww. my friendster account got suspended! HAHA. wad kind of stupid rotten luck lah! wonder who's the blardi person who reported me. c'mon larh if bs me can dun use such underhand methods anot!?!? i really super ultra cannot stand those kinda jian4 pple do everything in the dark. lousy backstabbers! may u get kidnapped by aliens n sent off to outer space. -_____________________-. booo. mayb i always offend pple without knowing larh? :( or pple just can't stand me. :'( duno. Ahhhhhh. budden scarli i scold so much it's not anyone's fault...frenster just happened to chance upon my acc n read my details? lol. wadever it is.....IM SO PISSED!!!!!!! hahahahaa...well actually i'm not really tt sorry for myself larh. heng they suspended it just when i've lost interest in frenster oreadi...dun really care actually. but feel kinda wasted...all the nice nice testimonials by all my nice nice frens. haiz. the fond memories!!!!! yarh it's damn sad. aiyarh.....the more i tink abt it the more qi gek i get onli. blardi hell larh. u just wait frenster....i'll cong chu jiang hu when i get to 18. i shall set up a similar website which is 100000 times more powerful than urs so u'll be forced to close down! MUAHAHAHA. tokin kok. somehow i feel better aft i complain. wahaha. haiz. really so ke xi leh!!! WHY!?!?!?! WHY MUST U DO THIS TO ME!?!?!??! :'( :'( :'( now i wanna log in they say...error: your account is suspended. hoho. wtf. tankz man. haiz kkies shall stop whinin abt this...CASE CLOSED. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

wah physics test was blardi difficult. ahah actually it was ok larh. i just need a lil more time! DAMN. left the 2nd page blank cos i thought i din know how to do. aft the test i flip back was shocked to see tt page so clean...ahhh...then i realised i knew how to do! i believe tts the most sad thing that can ever happen to a person. so im sad. ahhh. rilli...left 6 marks blank. eh i know how to do one lorh! sumtimes the concept i quite clear but always underperform durin tests. screw it! sure get more than 4 more deducted frm the other questions. if i get a pass i will die. laugh till i die.

anw...went PA aft school. it was fun larh...talked abt tings wif the gurls squad. n came to the topic abt our future careers.. cos we were wonderin wad made pple join the police force n go through all tt trainin at the pa. to us it's a sad life...drill...pt. esp the gurls. shihui wanna be a social worker. hmm? :p eun wanna be either a lecturer (for humanities?) or lawyer. she has the qualities lah. tok so much. pat wanna be a billionaire...n go wanderin around the world. dun ask me how she is gng to go abt earnin all tt bucks. anw...i realise tt all the occupations i wanna be are pretty unrealistic...very sad larh...cos they are kind of my ambitions frm young? yesh i wanna be an archaeologist! i think it's damn cool larh. sg obviously has no space for such jobs. i wanna be an astronomer too! remember last time got the young scientist badges i was so fascinated by tt topic. n i love stars :D the galaxy is damn fascinating i tink. haiz. more realistic jobs...psychologist? but u've got to be strong mentally larh. face all tt tragic stories everyday. sian. it's quite sian la to tink of future careers. cos u can't just pursue ur dreams u noe. tts not the way...gotta consider the salary as well. boo. so we've decided to marry a rich guy n go be social workers! hahahah!

end of my crappy life stories. haf a nice day!