``blithe indifference
Saturday, July 26, 2008
「 auditited on 9:57:00 PM 」



Hello my dear friend.

I've decided to make today a 'No Study Day'. So... here i am!

I know i have been....
- outcasting myself
- pangsehing you 26482 times dues to various reasons such as moodswings, panic attacks(blardiprelimsandalvls), reluctance to stay out late and effed up schedules
- a difficult person

I know havent been...
- an adequate friend
- contacting you enough
- asking you out
- getting updates of your life
- updating you about my own life
- there for you when you got upset
- there to share your joy when you were happy

rah i dont know. all these concerns have been popping in and out of my mind the past few weeks. but i guess it's one thing to care and another to really do something about it. i wish that i can do something concrete about it too.

met michelle yeo ghim niong by chance at marine parade just the other day and i had the feeling that i've been missing out on so much of her life. i was seriously damn glad to meet her and i felt like i could relate to her the same as before. but.. i just couldnt seem to shake away the feeling that we're at different phases of life now. and it's the same with everyone else. it's just that between all my friends and i, we have totally different sets of priorities now. at this point of time, all i want to do is to work really hard for alvls and prelims and at least try my best to set the many wrongs over the past 3 years right again. haha yes, it's 3 years. damn.

for all the days of school which ive skipped just cause i lacked the discipline to drag myself to school, for all the tutorials and lectures ive skipped, for all the homework ive copied, for never having prepared a single tutorial for econs and only one tutorial for physics(i remember the topic.. it's quantum! haha), for all the times i sat through lessons trying to convince the teacher that i was paying attention when in fact nothing was going in, for all the days spent playing when i could have been better off studying-- i really just want to mug my ass off now. it's this really huge hurdle right infront of me which i really hope to clear. and i dont just want to scrape a pass.

it's not that i dont wanna meet up with you, but more like i dont feel like going out just to slack around. if i have not been retained, i guess at this time last year we could have met up very frequently to study outside together. but haha the truth remains, right now i'll just have to bear with it for awhile and study alone or with sam, mich, charles, classies, karen if they are free. there are really so few people now who can study with me. haha. it's true i met some really great people and got into an interesting class aft i got retained but no matter what, i can never truly feel like i belong to this batch of people. it's just.. different? it's everything, the whole feeling. boohoo.

so my dear friend, im just hoping for some understanding which i know i dont deserve. im not exactly having the best time of my life now.. im just learning to cope alone and stay optimistic. sorry k.. for everything. i just need a few more months.

ok whatever it is.. hello my dear friend, i still love you! :D



Monday, June 09, 2008
「 auditited on 12:41:00 AM 」



i really don't want to feel so lost.

i hate this feeling.


really.



i wonder if it's all worth it?

perhaps i will stop feeling it soon.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaa.



Friday, May 30, 2008
「 auditited on 11:27:00 PM 」



Re-read my previous entry. and omggggggggg its not good. i sound so emo!

On second thought. i can probably study full steam on weekdays. and stay out on weekends. HEE HEE HEE.

ohgosh i suck.

:P




Hi all!

Havent been blogging for quite some time. Many things have happened and i don't know where to start! Let's just say that life is so totally unpredictable, so full of surprises.

Let me talk about the latest big update in my life! my close friends should know what it is? haha. i don't know what to think of it. i have no idea if it's a good or bad thing. but for now im really afraid of putting too much into it. i don't wish to be too dependent or over-reliant. i admit ive got little faith in things like this, for whatever selfish reasons. and most of all, im not prepared to get hurt.

And i think i suck at prioritizing and managing my time. i really really treasure my friends. but because i suck at prioritizing sometimes i guess i do things which may appear otherwise. and due to circumstances it's really difficult to keep things the way they were. i think starting from now, it'll be a really difficult time for me. all the way right up till aft a lvls. can't really continue the way i was or i'll really screw a lvls up big time. so.. i'm gonna go missing for six months. haha. when i go out, it'll be to study. something which is history for many of my friends at this point of time, i know. and no more late nights for me! it's a huge sacrifice, but an essential one too. im aware of the many implications-- im prepared to be distanced from everyone. im prepared to feel loneliness. im prepared to be stressed out. im prepared to be unhappy. im sorry.

So. i guess it's goodbye till 6 months later. :(

A really really nice song. Enjoy ! :D


"THE WAY I AM" (official video) - Ingrid Michaelson


If you were falling
Then I would catch you

You need a light
I'd find a match

Cause I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly
Here take my sweater

Your head is aching
I'll make it better

Cause I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine
When you start losing all your hair

Sew on patches
To all you tear

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am mmm

you take me the way I am
you take me the way I am





Monday, March 31, 2008
「 auditited on 7:52:00 PM 」



HELLO HAAAAAAA !

i am about to BLOG BLOG BLOG ! :D

i know im failing every possible subject and i really should go study some binomial theorem or faraday's law or keynesian theory or othello but i really need to blog! it's a need, not a want!

I GOT TO BLOG ABOUT THE DAY WHICH, EXACTLY 19 YEARS AGO, CUTE LIL RAB POPPED INTO THIS WORLD. :)

SO!

WARNING!!!!!!! LONGEST POST IN HISTORY AHEAD! (cos i really want to blog my birthday in detail and remember it next time :) )

on 28th March................

it was a normal friday and i was feeling exceptionally drained since it was the end of the week. but! dearesttttt shigs cheered me up with early birthday presents! presents because it was more than one thing.... and she's right... the things are SUPER random :D HAHA. but they are cute ok! a piggy soft toy(i think a handphone holder?), a stationery set, a red hair band(i don't know what it's called but it's made of cloth and it's reaaaaaallly red and it's supposed to be nice because she claims it looks good on the model. yes, model. HAHA. i should be flattered la horrrrrr). and there was the A4 size card which she pasted ten thousand beads on but at the end of the day was left with only 2 beads.

and after school both of us slacked opposite school. then martin and friend came! and shaun tooo!! and okay martin's friend is actually sweeliang haha and they got him to get a slice of cake from the bakery and i had zero idea. haha! thanks for cake and birthday song yay!

aft that it was on to TM cos we wanted to check out a shop! shaun and martin got punked for accompanying us. :D

the 2/472848 beads which survived on the card! HAHA. SHIGS.


SHAUN AND MARTIN. i think it's a nice artistic pic LOL.


TO SHIYUN: LOL omg i think shiyun is a joker and i love her for that. THANKSS FOR THE EFFORT REALLY AND FOR TAKING 3 HOURS TO MAKE THE CARD OUT OF UR BUSY SCHEDULE. REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THAT PLUS ALL THE MANY TIMES WHICH YOU TOTALLY MADE MY DAY (with ur antics :D and shopping outings and all the phone calls and not forgetting..... part time job + snacking LOL!) OVER THE LAST 1 AND A HALF YEARS. :D :D u are just super funny la. and yeah u are an awesome friend! dont forget me after we graduate!! i will never forget youu and especially you on a particularly unfortunate friday the 13....... HAHAHA! that was ultimate funny :D :D :D woops! it's seriously a wonder how we got so close only after orientation LOL damn weird la but then again we are both weird, hence our weird friendship. my beloved gossip partner HAHA and seriously your character is one of a kind. i dont know anyone else like you, or say the things which you say. LOL. the sense of humor is there la hor. okay thank you for being such a fab friend and for just being you yep i think you seriously take good care of your friends man haha ok now you take care of yourself byebye! :D

TO MARTIN: HI martin yong tinmar yes ure really known as that to me haha! squadmates for 4 years and omg i think we watched each other grow. up and across. LOL. thanks for everything you have done for me over the years. i think thats.. 6 half years? really, you've been a great and wonderful friend plus person to talk to cos you are so funny! i still remember you cracking that joke in secondary school during one of the activities. 'Why are Penguins always so cold' .... 'Cos they go guaa guaa guaaa' (errh sam you may find that it applies to you LOL!). and ok i really didnt get your joke at that moment but i remember laughing along anyway cos you said it so funnily HAHA. yes thanks alot for the retainee talks too :) fellow retainee. at least i know a fellow retainee whom im totally comfortable with and close to. THANKS.

TO SHAUN: I can't remember when exactly i knew you! But to me, you are always the person with the freakin damn ultimate small head :D and you are super nice to tease LOL and you are erh... feminine? LOL! but i guess thats the quality girls like you for. a truly nice person i guess, ive never seen him angry and can't remember him being angry. he is so nice he just let somebody else take his sweets away right infront of his eyes. :( well you know the details. HAHA. i hope you still have the note! you better do! :D although we arent exactly close, close but you've been a fab friend anyway!

(omg i realise that at the rate im gng i'll die by the time i finish my post. but seriously! there's so much i want to write and so many thanks to express. just bear with me luh. LOL)

and i got home late! but somehow karen was later haha cos somebody got lost. somebody-s. the plan was to have a nice simple dinner with karen at chompchomp and she was to come my house first. so yep at 8+ she finally arrived and we dilly-dallied for awhile before setting off.


and after we were downstairs, karen suddenly steered off in a direction away from the bus stop. so i was still going 'EH where u going bus stop that way la' when i turned around and saw her climbing into a van. LOL gohkianyong!!!!! i was truly and genuinely surprised :D i know i kept telling her that i wanted to take his van after knowing that he got his license HAHA. thanks (:

so it was off to chomps! but we kind of got really lost and ended up at my house area again after a huge round. and then they decided to get another of their friend who stays nearby to come along with us. AND! IT WAS A HUGE JOKE. kianyong parked infront of the bus stop waiting for the friend to come. and karen called the friend, claiming that a traffic police was there and giving us trouble for stopping the car infront of the bus stop. and a moment later...... WE SAW A PERSON RUNNING LIKE CRAZY FROM DAMN FAR AWAY TOWARDS THE CAR. hahahahahhahaha! i seriously laughed till bday almost became dday. seriously! and there were damn alot of other funny happenings and i laughed damn alot.

dinner at chompchomp was great although we didnt order much. and then! karen brought out a slice of cake. plastic bag reads 'TAKASHIMAYA'. obviously, that slice of cake got lost together with them while searching for my house for a whole 45minutes, and continued waiting in the car with kianyong while karen and i were upstairs for close to half an hr, and got lost with us while we were in search of chomps plus parking lot too. so it was bought erh.. over 3+ hours ago? XD LOL! nice me ate it alllllll up anyway. not a bit left! but not-so-nice them made me blow on the same candle 19 times. kianyong just kept lighting and re-lighting the candle. yes i know, it's idiotic. haha! but okay it was super funny i think the cake has got an added ingredient-- my salivaaa. yum! wanted prata at rkhouse but the wait was too long ): met valerie and weijian lol thanks for birthday wishes.
then! kianyong sent me to town :D
KianYong concentrating reaaaaallly hard on driving!

kianyong and his friend qiming. see im not lying, kianyong looks like a chaota mashimaro :

the cake with the candle which i blew 19 times on. doesnt it look especially appetising with my saliva! LOL :D

KAREN REFUSED TO LET ME TAKE PHOTO OF HER.

TO KARENKHOR: Same as martin, my beloved squadmate!!!! so yes we've known each other for 6.5years too HAHA. you know, seriously, i think it's damn freakin weird!!!! COS WE REALLY DONT TALK TO EACH OTHER LAST TIME RIGHT. okay we shall not have another discussion about your past weirdish behaviour :D knew u better after we took the same squad. haha! but we weren't close too! even then! but.... after we graduated... i somehow went out with you once i think? and then *poof*! we suddenly got close! haha it's a wonder how fate works luh seriously but im damn damn damn super glad to have you as a close friend. i mean, that's of course right. you are simply tooo...... useful. like multi-purpose device, you know? good for suaning, good for taking free food from, good for entertainment purposes. LOLOL jokes la. but seriously i've got so many memories with you. happy ones. :) blading trips at ecp, random outings here and there, exploring weird places. you are one helluva fun person to hang out with. seriously. and you are high like almost every other time. when you aren't feeling sleepy lol! i think in a way the both of us are superrr alike. same bad jokes. same lousy crappy sense of humor. same interests(doing weird things like gng zoo, museums, nightsafari). and we are sleepy people. the way we talk and the jokes we crack are like almost unique to us man, seriously. i dont think normal people talk like that. LOL! okay but one thing i must admit, you are much more sensitive, caring, self-sacrificial and thoughtful than i can ever be. lol. thanks alot for being such a great, fabulous friend to me OKAY. i really really treasure our friendship lol and... i will remember u when i get to uni. LOLOLOL woops did i just suan u? sorry tmnt. :)

TO GOHKIANYONG: Well well what can i say. 4.5 years and counting? haha! our friendship is so on off kind of thing la you can go missing for a damn long time and suddenly pop out again! BOO. but one thing for sure... you are my best guy friend in 3e/4e!! LOL. we used to talk alot on MSN and i used to be a part of gkyfc(which im embarrassed about now) haha! but seriously.... my stand still remains the same... YOU ARE A CHAOTA MASHIMARO LA. i think after we graduated we chat online from time to time.. but hardly ever meet up. but like from last year, we got closer! YES?? random outings like getting punked to buy your wallet and jobsearch and retainee plus poly kids unite! OHYEAH we worked IT fair together too. we both love gps navigators so very much eh? :D i think you are a really easy-going person and your laughter is super funny and ive never seen you getting pissed in my wholee life! one of the few guys i feel really comfortable with. :D and you are just so nice to talk to about anything under the sun cos you make effin shyt funny comments all the time LOL. okay thanks alot friend please continue hanging out together! and im praising you so much here cos... eh omg my house damn far from school. fetch me home next time okay? LOL JUST KIDDIN.

and in town.... i reached at 11.56pm. the moment i met cheryl... it was exactly 12midnight! WHICH MARKS THE START OF MY BIRTHDAY :D :D happy!

29th March................

cheryl gave me a sweet warm hug at midnight :) and then we walked around alot and finally ended up at starbucks. chilling over steamed milk and biscotti eh? :D was waiting for siwei to knock off but it was a great time for catching up. COS MY DEAR BESTEST FRIEND AND I HAVENT MET PROPERLY IN MONTHS. and i think by the end of that few hours i finally properly know what's going on in her life.. and she, in mine. haha. but my best friend is going through a tough phase now i guess. whatever you do... please just be happy. i hope all your woes will disappear soon! :)


siwei finally knocked off from work and it was already 1+ by then. cabbed to home club. settled down by the river at a distance away. and then... siwei took out a slice of cake! i seriously did not expect it at all lol nicely concealed in her bag. it was cheesecake oreo, YAY! :) and after birthday song, cheryl brought drinks over. :D :D cheryl gave me a notebook which she claims can allow me to understand her life better. TALK COCK! but it's cute lah so no complaints there. :D

and after that shaun, weeyang, felix, zhiwei, aloysius came over. cos i think they were out and feeling bored. haha! cos they are really nice people and wanted to celebrate my birthday with me(or so shaun claims LOL) ended up at bkhouse eating and talking crap. omygosh! shocking realisation!!! i went to rkhouse and bkhouse within 4 hours! although on different days haha. i was feeling a lil tired by then after the loooong day so wasn't really high but i enjoyed their company! :) and there was a weird man who sat at the table behind us who kept talking to us. 5 flowers and 3 thorns. 3 thorns = cheryl, siwei and i. whatanidiot. and then it was..... home sweet home with cheryl at 3+am! took turns bathing, msn abit, slacked around abit, SLEEP. twas goooooooood. :D :D
shaun, zhiwei, weeyang. felix and aloysius were somewhere at the back! haha!


me, siwei! and the guy who talked lotsa rubbish to us on my left. HAA.


cheryl lim! me! siwei ! evidently infront of BK EATING HOUSE. haaaahaaa!


TO CHERYL: Hi Cheryl it has been a reaaaaaaaallly looong timeeeeee! SUPER DAMN LONG. Our friendship dates all the way back to Pri3 man. that's freaking 9 years plus already and sooon my two hands won't be enough to count the years we've known each other for! OMG. we're both getting old!!!!!!!!! but hey, that's not the main concern lah. LOL. i think i've told you how much i appreciate you now and then, over the 9+ years. but there's still so so so so much that i can say! You are one of the few friends that i have who really stuck with from beginning till the end. we have been close..... all the way from the moment we knew each other!! it's true, right? i still remember all the phone calls which we had back in pri school lol! we really had that much to talk about! and then came the yo-yo craze. and the arcade hand game sensor thing. and loitering at parkway/marineparade till late. and going to your mum's shop. and staying over at my house cos i couldnt stay over at yours. we made tent out of chair and clothes peg and then we would walk to the petrol kiosk to stock up on bloody lotsa food LOL and have it in the 'tent'. and wtf i suddenly remember we even bathed together! and swimming lessons where both of us were the slowest in class LOL and so many many many other things! it has really really been so long. and although my memories of our childhood is starting to blur now that im getting old, i'm sure i dont need to hold on to them stubbornly because we'll have newer and fonder memories YESS? :) i know you are one true friend who really cares about me. i know i havent been really proactive in the friendship but you know that's me right. ohshyt my laziness is something that i just cant seem to change haha. We have both changed quite alot since pri school.. and i think some of these changes do take a toll on our friendship from time to time. but whatever i say and whatever i do, please remember that you will always have a special place in my heart. we literally watched each other grow up la. and i think you are one person whom i can totally let loose and reveal my true emotions to. even really ugly thoughts. i mean it's like.. what else havent you seen man. LOL. really, i feel damn blessed and lucky that 9.5 years ago while waiting for my parents to come fetch me and it was so late there was only this other girl around, that weird girl came up to me, introduced herself, and totally freaked me out. LOL! yep, that weird girl is you! that weird girl who is my best friend now :)

TO SIWEI: haha you know, seriously...... you have a really complicated character!!!!!! i seriously can't totally grasp you ok sorry 4half years of friendship HAHA but if im not wrong... (aiyah im right la) you are a really sensitive, considerate and nice person. however you may appear(or try to appear) to be infront of others. i know u like being mean and pissing people off at times LOL. smart right? but seriously i think you are someone with your very own set of thoughts. see things from interesting perspectives all the time. and you are just a really really really great friend to have la! i dont know how to put my feelings towards you across in words. YOU ARE A DIFFICULT CASE MAN. HAHA. just effin shyt funny although we laugh about idiotic things half the time. aiyarh. i'll just always know that you are a true friend no matter what happens. one of the first person i'll look for when in need. and one of the few who would really go the extra mile to help. i'll let you know that it's really nice to have friends like you who accepts me for who i am LOL even though you have an issue with lateness but heyyyy you didnt abandon me, yay! and! i just know that i can always trust you okay thanks for being there all the time! and also.. for bringing so much joy into my life although we kind of only gotten closer after we got into tj but all the late nights at settlers and those other weird places are truly memorable (: feel blessed to have a friend like youu. yesss sucker, you! better dont forget me after you get into uni !!!!

so next afternoon cheryl and i woke up! lunch at my house with nice homecooked food by mum. :D and then she went off! AND. omg i felt sick for bloody the rest of the day luh. zzz. i kept on sneezing and sneezing and sneezing! night safari was cancelled cos i didnt really feel good forcing people to go with me just because it's my birthday LOL so i shall go another day with more willing parties. hmph. sooooooo. slacked at home doing nothing and i felt horrible i tried to sleep but couldnt get to sleep and i was still sneezing. everything was baaaaaaaaaad. i had nothing to do till 10pm.

and then at some point during the evening my mum came into the room with a mail for me. i was freakin surprised! and... upon opening the package, i found a card and a jack johnson cd. i was even more surprised! opened the card, and saw that despite it being store-bought, it felt so sincere cos it was filled with cute drawings. (: thank you qinglong. do you know that i was so touched i teared a lil? HAHA. feel quite silly now. but i mean, it came as a huge surprise. it came via mail and i love mails. it came at a time when i was feeling kinda low. and it's really really meaningful and sincere. it's a really nice feeling to know that somebody is aware of the kind of songs i like. and it's someone whom i havent been talking to for months. and havent met for an even longer time.

TO QINGLONG: THANK YOU FOR BOTHERING. i'm really truly very super thankful. the mail totally made my day and lifted my spirits thereafter. i think it's one of the best present i've ever received. OKAY, IT IS. i hardly get presents which move me to bits :P think i havent exactly been a caring/nice friend towards you but you have always been really nice to me. really appreciate you for that. could feel that you really wanted me to be happy even through the card. (: i think its reaaaaallllllly superrrrr meaningful. and i'll treasure it alot! we ought to talk more! even though we are kinda leading separate lives i'll nvr forget the mj days and all the fun we had!!!! :D thanks alot again.!!

and at ten went siglap to meet up with peiling, xianglong, chunfu and cedrick. (:

i was feeling kind of moody by then after trying to sleep and failing for so long. BOO. but it didnt take long for me to cheer up la. they are such wonderful company!!!! peiling and chunfu were super late! had coffee while waiting for them to let the caffeine perk me up a lil. xianglong's treat. yay thanks! coffee was essential esp since cedrick was wearing a hypnotizing shirt LOL.

peiling arrived! she was super lame and she tried to pretend that the bag which she was carrying didnt contain my present. but it was so obvious la, peiling.... act cute only! LOL. so my present from siwei and peiling is a nail polish set LOL omg with 8 colours in a case and bought from.. TOYS'R'US omfg. and also this really colourful shimmery bracelet thingy :D they totally took me back to my childhood lah thanks i needed that since im freakin 19. haha! thanks siwei for the lil tingly-feeling card too and bubble gum :D too bad she couldnt make it that night 'cos she got to work ):

and after chunfu arrived we took chunfu's car to east coast park lol. settled down at a pub. and that was when the fun began! EVERYTHING WAS SUPER FUNNY! the 5 of us sat on super high chair and xianglong the ogl taught us this really really fun reaction game. it's something like a game i learnt in settler's but super lousy at HAHA cos my reaction is freakin slow. so we loaned a deck of poker from the pub and he distributed it evenly.

the game goes something like this: before the game we'll think up a theme. and each of us will give ourself a name. and then we had to take turns opening up the cards which are faced down in our hand, one by one in a fixed direction. when two cards of the same number appears, we got to call each other's name! not real name, the name we thought up before the game. HAHA i found it super challenging la dammit. anw there was once we wanted to use movie names and i wanted to call myself 'eternal sunshine of the spotless mind' LOLOL sure own la. but lousy xianglong limited it to 3 syllabus in the end. ): punishment: drink!

laughed alot, pl damn pro in the game. ced just made alot of noise :D and xl was being scandalous. cf is the best. he can't take alcohol cos he got to drive :D :D and cf sponsored my mocktail, haha thanks! :D

and around 2am we decided to head to geylang for supper! we ate frogssssssssss...... URGH. frog porridge. BLEAH. i kind of got forced to eat it cos cf said that he would brake me out of the car if i didnt. boo. it tastes quite alright... kinda nice. but no matter what... it's still a blooodyy froggg which goes croak! eewww. and we order a medium HOR FUN too. xianglong had great fun with hor fun :D we toook peekcheers! sent peiling home! sent xl home! sent ced home! sent me home! cf went home! thankuu to xianglong/chunfu for initiating the dinner! thanks ced for coming along and the super lame jokes! thanks peiling for being my constant companion haha! and of course, BIGGEST THANKS TO CHUNFU AGAIN FOR DRIVING US AROUND AND SENDING US HOME EVEN THOUGH HE HAS HAD A LONG DAY HIMSELF. AND NOT FORGETTIN... PETROL IS EX. THANKS SO MUCH CF :D got home at 5 but only slept at 6+am lol happy day (:
xianglong, cedrick, chunfu! At 4am they were pretty sane...

....guess not.

xianglong having fun with hor fun. LOL.

WHERE IS PEILING? NO PICS OF HER THAT NIGHT ):
BUT HERES A PIC OF US FROM REAAALLLY LONG AGO. (:

TO PEILING: HI PEI LING-A-LING!!!! we have been friends since sec 1!!!!! classmates from sec1 to 4 ohmaan thats kinda cool! but i dont think we were close in sec 1 and 2, different cliques and all. got closer to you from sec 3 onwards..... and ohboyy the friendship lasted till now! :D YOU AND SIWEI ARE MY CLOSEST OF CLOSER FRIENDS :D :D :D seriously all the hanging out late at night and until now we still go out very very frequently to chill, eat, club, slack.. all sorts of things luh! if there's anything up confirm ask you and siwei first. YEAH. many many common groups of friends. can never run out of topics to talk about! thanks for being such a superb friend to me over the years. you are caring, really sensitive towards others, so easy to relate to and can get very very funny haha especially during your high moments... i always don't know if i should laugh or cry. talks with damn alot of actions. damn action-packed luh. i think peiling is the type of girl which many many guys go for (: sweet, caring, responsible, funny, cute?? erh! haha! you are somebody i feel really comfortable with. like even when we go out one-on-one the occasional silence dont bother me (: sensible person whom i can look to for advice. yeppp. and always willing to help/spare a listening ear too! i don't know if you know it yourself but i think you can read people really well. notices small things all the time. thanks so much for putting up with my nonsense always haha i have really enjoyed our years of friendship and am grateful for every lil thing you have done for me! in conclusion: peiling is really fab! THANK YOU. PLEASEEE CONTINUE TO BE MY FRIEND!!! haha! ohyah and i want to add! SHE ALWAYS FAKE PITIFUL AND SOMEHOW GETS HER WAY ALL THE TIME! dumb peiling, not fair. just cos siwei and i not as cute. eeeeediot. HAHA!

AND I DONT THINK XIANGLONG, CHUNFU and CEDRICK READS MY BLOG. BOOHOO. but i'll just let them know that it has been really wonderful knowing them! even though i only got to know chunfu and cedrick not too long ago. chunfu during hols last year, cedrick i properly knew from around feb/march? haha! but they are really fun people luh! and ohnoo i just can't resist it..

TO XIANGLONG: our friendship can use 'years' to count. i think that's amazing. and i think i mentioned that to him. knew him when i was in my 1st year 1...hahaha. which means around.. 2 years or so? wow! i think we got closer cos he needed my help to.... *censored* WOOPS. really nice person to talk to 'cos he's so damn talkative and so damn funny we can talk for hours and not realise it. somehow we can click i think. but i think he can click with anyone. ohwell. fellow tuition colleague thanks for intro-ing me the job. greaaaaat to hang out with! but shocking realisation: we hardly ever go out in the noon!! HAHA. i can only remember two occasions: museum and moviee. all the chilling at compass point and hkcafe and chomps with him and other people -- truly fun & memorable! not forgetting, he was the one who intro-ed me chunfu cedrick and even tahhong lol. someone with his own set of principles. thanks for everything and stop being so dao at times. like.. seriously!

(i know this blog entry is getting REALLY long, boo)

30th March.........

had to wake up at 10am despite sleeping at 6+am! that's bloody 3+hours of sleep ONLY. ): went to teach tuition at usual place. it was.. normal. but i only taught one slot! tahhong replaced me for the other slot. :D ohyep and before i left... tahhong gave me my birthday present! YAY. haha. it was supposed to be just gift from bangkok i think... but he didnt know of my birthday till the day before! :P i find it's super amazing that out of the 3 things he got me(huge calculator, dress, necklace), i love all 3!!! mayb he just has got really good taste(indirectly hinting that ive got good taste too LOL). even though we dont talk to each other alot and only ever get to meet up on sundays, i think he's someone i can confide in. thanks so much for that. (:

rushed off to meet sam, mich, peiyen, yimin! i was a tad late (: but i wasnt the latest. HAHA my niece(yimin, cos she's forever callin me auntie) was later! :P lunched at swensens the staff there kinda sucks but nevertheless i enjoyed my time with these crazeeee people! :D :D took a 3-minute video of sam's antics i should seriously consider posting it up on youtube :D and sam was going mad the whole time and flipping her shawl around! hey i mean that's too much larh. it's bad enough that she has flippers to flip. erhh penguin. now she even got herself a shawl. OMGG... what is this?!?! HAHAHAHA! michelle looked a lil upset initally cos i think she was troubled over some grave matters(and i was secretly happy inside, jk!) but yay she cheered up soon aft(so sad.)peiyen was being his usual irritating self. WHATS NEW. i think he had fun poking cheese macaroni and annoying sam. yimin was super random as always. and of course, she had loads of fun calling me auntie and talking about doors+doorknobs bleah! enjoyed myself talking to them! okay i didnt really talk much cos i was feeling really headache-ey plus sleepy from the lack of sleep! but i enjoyed myself observing their weird behaviour anyway. (: and we had swensen icecream at the end! WHEE. michelle was busy acting civilised the whole time.. tsktsk. the original plan was to study after that and i have been lugging my stuff around since morning but in the end i left early... SO SORRRY!!!!!! wasnt really feeling too goood! ): but seriously... got to thank MICH YIMIN SAM PEIYEN for turning up at all :D i think they must be the nicest bunch of people i know.

Michelle thinks she has found the smart way to eat the ice cream. She thinks.


Yimin thinking 'how should i go about eating this?!' and unglam me!! shyt. it's okay, im glam every other time :)

Me with huge calculator gift from th. bigger means better. HAHA. :D and... SAM!!!!!!

NO PICS OF PEIYEN!!!! :(


31st March.......

school again, Monday Blues! ): i was late ): was feeling moody ):
BUT I GOT CHEERED UP IMMEDIATELY AFTER STEPPING INTO CLASS!

wynne, mich, sam gave me a notebook! many YAYS. notebook with colourful cloth cover and they filled many many many pages with photos, drawings, song lyrics, random lists, my supposed profile, letters to me, and seriously.... just random thingys! THE SWEETEST GIFT IVE EVER RECEIVED!!!! i can see all the time and effort put in and not forgetting.... pen ink. LOL. and on top of that, they pasted cute stickers all around!!!! the whole book is so colourful and i really love it. makes me feel so damn loved too it'll be the first thing i'll reach for in future when i get upset. THANK YOU SAM, MICH, WYNNE I SEE IT OVERFLOWING WITH SINCERITY AND YOUR LOVE FOR ME (wait, im kinda doubtful about the love part and the kind of love yall have for me hahhaha! i think yall just love suaning me damn alot LA. what bimbo! what pink! what retarded! what stupid! what fat! omg. hahaha!).

and later on during GP, the class sang me a belated birthday song! the horror! lol just kidding. i just get really shy when people sings me birthday song. heh. a thousand sincere thanks still for the melodious(notso) singing! and to sam who took the effort to go opp to buy a slice of cake for me! and to the people who took time off to buy the cute black unknown object!! and for the sweet lil notes too! :D

Just so you know.. me with michelle, wynne sam!


TO SAMANTHA: My first close friend in class. it feels like i've known you for a loooong looooong time! friendship dates back to a year ago! only got to know you after i got into 22o7 which means after first 3 months! and even then we didnt get close right away! LET ME REPEAT THE STORY OF HOW WE GOT CLOSE AGAIN! hahahahahah! there was this really unfortunate time when i happened to meet u outside of school. and so there was the usual forced, polite greetings which not-so-close classmates have. and then i asked where u were heading to. and u said u were gna go to the bus stop opp. and i said i was gna walk to the interchange. and i just really casually and jokingly asked if you would walk with me. AND YOU AGREED!!!!!! OMG faints a thousand times!!! hahahahahaha! thinking back it's so super funny la. still remember you accompanied me to buy dark chocolate m&m at 7-eleven and we talked abt complete nonsensical stuff :D and then somehow or other after that... yayyyy we got closer! like class outing i asked if u were gng or something too. haha this is completely weird! sigh sam ive got a 1001 things to say about this person here. Basically, she's a penguin. HAHA. okay... not so basically, she loves green(got a song abt greeen created just for her by yours truly. remind me to sing it to u if uve forgotten), ice cream, wantonmeee, cheeken, making noise, whining, bouncing around, tigger, rab, rab, rab, rab. and she hates mich(who doesnt?). yep. and she makes a REALLY WONDERFUL FRIEND TOO. there are so many incidents which shows that shes not just a friend by name, but a true friend at that! cares alot about the welfare of her friends so much so that her mood gets affected. a person i admire even though she is forever going on and on about her inadequacy but seriously, HI SAM I THINK YOU ARE GREAT. and then she's going to start saying that she's really not that great and she feels hypocrital of sorts for giving that kind of impression(mind-reader rab). but NO, SERIOUSLY SAM, YOU ARE WONDERFUL. haha! thanks for being such a loyal, true friend even though our friendship started only around 1 year ago. but we got so close within that short period of time :D :D i think she's really likeable and is just a people magnet. :D really fun and is a joy to hang out with! and ALSO! despite me skipping school umpteen times and pangsehing her... she never ever got angry with me! and i really appreciate her for asking about my absence even chances are that i've skipped school yet again. many many manyyy thanks for being a nice nice friend who is always willing to listen and somebody i can count on. it's gonna be tough this year... LET'S GO! :D (i'll try to skip school less often even though i just did today.. WOOPS)

TO MICHELLE: The epitome of goodness. Haha i don't know but seriously if she isn't nice i dont know of anyone else who is. so obviously.... shes one of the nicest person ive ever met LOL. someone who is always there to lend a listening ear or a helping hand. and she has the ability to make you feel so comfortable that you just wouldnt mind pouring out your woes to her without keeping anything back. and you just know that she won't judge you no matter how ugly(inside) you can be. sure, personal thoughts may spring up at times. but i dont know, it's just different from judging a person. a highly empathetic person. puts herself in the shoes of others almost all the time. michelle, please stop wearing other people's shoes luh. haha really empathy is good. but for her, i think she ought to be less empathetic. she's just a really really really great, wonderful friend. always so understanding, always so patient. like sam, she never ever blames me for pangsehs which i feel so damn bad about but really can't help it at times :( yeah thanks! and shes super encouraging too it's like at times i'll just whine about some random thing maybe someth like sucky test results and really, im just whining for the sake of whining and not exactly expecting anyone to care. but she'll always tolerate my nonsense and say someth encouraging like 'nvm la you didnt study this time round, study harder next time' and for gp essay 'you got quite high for language what just work on your content' kind of thing. really appreciate her for all the lil things! goes the extra mile for people all the time and with no complaints too. i find that really admirable. and yessss aside from being so damn nice she has a sense of humor LOL. at least she makes me laugh. really laugh. :D :D and her jokes are usually one of a kind like damn weird in a funny way, oops? and she's damn good at drama-ing takes on different roles always. the jealous lover of sam, the crazeee edison chen fan, the murderous girl whenever someone teases her. and she does it really well. HAHA! and it's so easy to make her laugh la she seriously laughs at anything under the sun. 'NAI SHI TONG GEN SHEN?!?!?' :S thanks for being such a great and enjoyable friend to be around and for the numerous favours you have done me and your oddly weird sense of humor and for being so understanding, patient, caring all the time. and ohyarhh did i mention, shes one of the rare girls who plays guy games haha! and shes damn good at it. and seriously stop getting depressed over things (: i like it when u are happier so that i'll get a greater sense of achievement when i bring your mood down to rock bottom. HEHEHE!

TO WYNNE: Hi wynne i think u are really pretty HEHE. She feels like such the perfect girl in every guy's dreams cos she excels in virtually everyth la. shes pleasant looking, eloquent, funny, good-natured, fun-loving, good in sports (dualthalon!) , good in studies, musically-inclined(she takes MEP) and just really really cultured. appreciates art and plays and musicals and music. Everything which i have zero idea about. HAHA woops. And i think she's a really happy person, never seen her really depressed before. Guess i really appreciate her for being her. like always happy and funny and i think it's a joy to talk to her lah. contagious laughter! knew her all the way back from dhs years lol fellow CPA though we hardly conversed, like just knew about each others existance. haha. thought she was kinda dao at first even up to the moment when i entered the class. i think she thought the same of me too! but her true colours were revealed... and boy i wished that she was still dao HAHA JK. i think we dont have enough chances to interact cos she always busy-ing off at ms ): or we have different periods. doesnt take physics, h1 maths and mep!! whatever it is! im still glad to have known somebody like you!

TO MICHELLE YEO: omg seriously im so so lazy to type already but i got to include you here TO THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPOSED PRE-BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! i hope you read my blog!!! haha thanks for even remembering me when u got the free zoo tix yay so damn nice of you you rock you're the best... cos you fulfilled my wish to go to the zoo! HEHE. had super great fun yesssss even though it was raining half the time! and thanks for remembering my birthday too.... im so glad i met u on your birthday.. by chance! HEHE. really! won't forgive myself if ive had totally missed your birthday. ANW ive got a few things to say to you! YOU STUPID PERSON?!?! do you still remember our conversation at the coffeeshop near my house one fine day when u were studying for a lvls lol. we were talkin about friends in general and both of us were saying that we're the kind who are too lazy to make the effort to keep in contact... which is damn bad! AND both of us really stopped talking for some time laaaa just cos we're both too lazy! HAHA. but! whatever it is! you know that ure always someone special! all the serangoon exploration trips and one year of classmate and watching you kick your dog at your hse(haha jk :P ) and our blading trips plus exercise trips!!! lotsa fun and laughter with you! laughter cos you laugh so easily!! and yess i just called you accidentally today.. wooops! we really ought to go out soon. on weekends okay! cos im a saaaad soul on weekdays! and! just thanks for being a sweet/funny/enjoyable friend to be with :D im treasuring our friendship! we musnt be lazy!! haha...

and since michelle reminds me of the zooo.... HERE ARE THE ZOO PICS! :D COURTESY OF KAREN KHOR THE CAMERA MAN OF THE DAY!!

Introducing cameraman i mean cameraturtle Karen Khor the teenage mutant ninja turtle!

Introducing rab the great i mean the great rab, rabecca lai! :D :D

me, karen, michelleyeoghimniong :D, aloysius!


us with ahmeng. AHMENG WE LOVE U!

Me inside a tree trunk. Really !


Your Relatives.

Sam's Relatives. HAHA! it dances. :D


AHH entry is getting too long. I really just want to thank my friends for being my friends hehe and for making my birthday so blessed (: and just because your name isnt up there it doesnt mean that you've been forgotten! it just means that your lousy friend here is seriously too lazy to continue!!! yall know who u are right. 22o7(funny class, funny people!) MOKSASA(for birthday phoncall at midnight and for just being there whenever im upset), JUSTINECHU(yousuckforwantingtowishmelast), EUNICELAU(haventmetinmonths ): ), SHIYUN AKA BETTY(somebodyicanreallyclickwithbutislazylikeme)


ANDD!! KORKOR bought me a cardigan. JIEJIE gave be angpao. MAMA & PAPA gave me angpaos. THANKS!! didn't celebrate birthday with family... i feel quite bad about it. mum was askin me if i wanted to go have a nice dinner outside but i said tt it's finee. waste money... andd... family dinner is quite zzz. sis brings bf, bro brings gf. :(

andddd....... thanks so much for all the smes!
im reading off my phone:
adi, shaun nah, peiling, shiyun, karen, mike, alethea, tahhong, michmeh, jianwei, eunicelau, weeting, emelyne, kianyong, chunfu, martin, weeyang, chuanlui, manel, xianglong, yimin(my current class), yimin(my ex class) LOL, siwei, michelle the old one, sam, nerissa, moksa, chinseng, kennychen, kyna, karan, eugene, justinechu, shiyun(betty) :D
and! to those who wished on friendster and my tagboard too! heh. :)
wenxiu, changsheng, emerson, darren, chris !
and! to everyone else who wished me face to face too!

thanks for making my day (:
that's all folks!



Thursday, March 20, 2008
「 auditited on 9:42:00 PM 」



well well absent for a pretty long time!

before i start blogging about my present life..... let me take you back to one week ago............ HAHA

Friday (14/03)
really, i didnt do much! met siwei at justine at amk my hometown, they followed me home to change(with both of them blowing me along i.e. hurrying me) then we went for justine's cell at a house damn near my house but ended up being far 'cos justine took us the wrong way. HAHA. it was really within walking distance around one stop away but she kinda made us take bus for 3 stops i don't know why and how she did it.

watched passion of christ. it made an impression on me, it did. that kind of suffering is beyond humanity. erh however, despite tearing quite abit and feeling really sorry and stuff, im not really ready to accept Christ yet. no offence to the christians out there. so i guess, i'll give the easter service tomorrow a miss. thanks justine for bringing me there anyway and also yulin for being so enthu, asking me to go for their acitivities all the time. hahaha! left without eating the chicken rice. LOL

... to meet peiling! basically, we ate at tcc followed by hagan daz. weeyang and zhiwei came. we had nothing to do so followed them to find promg for around 5 sec lol (ok it was a lil longer than that but it was really lame u get the pt) and then i finally know where's homeclub(alright cheryl imma loser i finally know where u work at!) and i realise that ive been walking past it and commenting on it many times before.

AT TCC


PEILING APPARENTLY BEING TERRORISED BY SIWEI.

and sooon we left with weeyang in search of felix who ran off with people at padang but they kinda abandoned us. so we spent the night chilling at padang on one of the stands. chilling to drinks and music. and mosquito bites. wanted to walk peiling home LOL from padang to geylang since she stays the nearest but dropped the idea.

throughout the day everyone was feeling sorethroaty, sick, headachy, moody. so we couldnt really talk. sad! NR home at 3+ or so zzz.

Saturday (15/03)
out with karen khor supposed trip to museum LOL but okay i was freakin late. but it's really really only partly my fault. hahaha i know i say that all the time, BUT WELL. so i was in quite a bad mood initially. but the moment i saw her turtle face i absolutely couldn't resist it. i broke into my million dollar smile! HAHA. seriously. so we looked for thingys to eat. ended up watching her eat at this noodle place. stayed there kinda long chitchatting. she brought me nice chocs from korea wooohoo that's the only reason why im her friend :D then! we went on our photo journey!!!! taking pics around city area is seriously coooooooool. there are really nice places! and monuments! the museum was closed. wanted to enter the art museum but dropped the idea in the end. soo as a result, we walked from dhoby ghaut to clarke quay taking pictures along the way!!! the plan was to meet xianglong glen and shaun at clarke quay!

SOME PICS!!!
THAT BALL THERE IS KAREN, THE TMNT (teenage mutant ninja turtle)

AND AS I DREW CLOSE, STEP BY STEP, SHE LEAPED UP WITH A GROWL ALL OF A SUDDEN! TERRIFYING, INDEED.

KAREN, RAB THE GREAT!

and aft we finally got to clarke quay, i ate turkish ice cream! mango, vanilla, choc but ice cream guy gave me additional pistachio flavour one which tasted faaaab tooo! YUM!
met the rest, indochine for drinks. somebody booked half the place for a party so there were hot angmohs dancing on the stage. wheee! droools! yum!!! haha. sorry, jk.

havent met these people for a reaaaaaallly lonngg time.

DAMN THE PIC MAKES ME LOOK LIKE I SHAVED MY HAIR OFF AT THE SIDE. HAHA.

then it was home sweet home early cos i really felt like going home early! yayyy!

Sunday (16/03)
tuitioning in the morning. i didnt prepare for sec 4! zomg.... it was seriously bad! i had no idea what to do with them, so i did some random worksheet which i found from the file and without answers. booohoooo. and i had to drag and drag the time. AHHH i better go get an assessment book for them sooon! wooops. felt seriously helpless la. sec 3 was much much much better! :D :D

after that it was on to TM with peiling and xianglong! to watch rule No.1! had some time before that so xianglong brought us to this s11 food court which was really near sam's house. HAHA. the irony is that she called me earlier to ask if i was at home cos she was nearby! so we were at each other's house? haha! food there is greeeaaaat how can sam stay so slim with so much good food around HAHA. we ordered indian rojak, chinese rojak, kway chap, popiah. damn full. and seriously had alot of fun with the both of them telling lame jokes and lame life stories HAHA.

went back TM for movie. 3 of us are losers :D thats all i can say. the show was really quite scary! i hate horror shows which have things popping out without warning. shawn yue! fiona xie! oh, i used to like ekin cheng too! whee! :D

im a sad girl during weeekdays. cossssss im starting to dread school. ): ): not the people, of course! the workload is getting to me. RAH. im stressed !

anyway, ive been feeling....... not myself these couple of days. like since monday. argh. i really dont like the idea of going back to school. plus! im stressed about other stuff too. and schooldays leave me tired most of the time. i dont socialise much in school. and i have sudden yearnings to get home by the end of the day! a little like escaping back to my safe little haven. away from people. and i didnt realise i was doing this until a friend blatantly pointed it out to me. ): now i feel loserish! booo. havent been spending much time after school with class peeps either. ahhh. and even going out with siwei and peiling was... quite sad on tues. sorry! i was being moody. ): but i guess! what im going through is nothing compared to sam's situation?! haha. dance almost every day till 10.30 is crazy. it's okay.... ur hard work will pay off on 22nd !! :D :D

got to get a grip on myself. felt seriously seriously depressed this afternoon. ): and im talking weird things to people and freakin everyone out. haha, seriously! i feel silly. and ohyeah. to Anon at the side, ur tag seriously didnt help at all. like getting a HATE TAG at this point of time is the least i need. but well. how to stfu when it's a blog. but i'll seriously consider your feedback and like erh.... post empty entries next time. wtf. haha!

and! i got to thank a friend for listening to all my woes without complaining at all. for being so encouraging. for giving me wise advices. for cheering me up a considerable bit! im seriously grateful that i have someone to talk to especially when i was feeling really depressed. i wonder why we didn't talk earlier, even though we've known each other since i was in pri school. HAHA. those were the days. alright. THANKS, although i think he doesnt read my blog?

that's all folks. better days ahead (:



Friday, March 14, 2008
「 auditited on 5:02:00 AM 」



HI!!!!

RAB IS BACK!!!!!!

CORRECTION: HERMIT RAB IS BACK!!!!!!

OMG PHYSICS TEST SETS ME IN DEPRESSION!!!!!!

AND OBVIOUSLY 3 WHOLE DAYS OF HERMIT-ING MYSELF IS NOT WORKING!!!!!!

AND HOW COME TOPICS TESTED FROM OSCILLATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!

(WHAT THE EFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!

WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I ONLY STUDIED THIS YEAR'S TOPICS!!!!!!!!!!

WHICH MEANS 3/8 TOPICS COVERED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 AND NOT 4 BECAUSE I HAVENT EVEN DONE ELECTROMAGNETISM FROM THIS YEAAAAAAR!!!!!!

AND MATHS TAUGHT ME THAT 3/8 TOPICS STUDIED MEANS PROBABILITY OF PASSING IS ZEROOO!!!!!!!!

I AM SERIOUSLY SCREWED!!!!!!

SO 3 TOPICS IN 3 DAYS GIVES AN AVERAGE OF 1 TOPIC A DAY!!!!!!!!!

WHICH IS SERIOUSLY SLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXCEPT I DID NOTHING THE FIRST 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THE IRONY IS THAT I DID TWO TOPICS ON WEDNESDAY BEFORE CLUBBING!!!!!!!!

AND MY 3RD STAY HOME DAY WHICH IS THURSDAY I ONLY DID ONE TOPIC TOOOO!!!!!!!

BUT I ALSO WATCHED TWO JAP HORROR MOVIES WHICH SERIOUSLY LEFT ME THINKING!!!!!!

GO LOOK UP ON 'SUICIDE CIRCLE' AND 'NORIKO'S DINNER TABLE' AT WIKIPEDIA!!!!!

IT'S KINDA GORY BUT IT'S SCARY HOW ANYONE CAN TAKE SUICIDE SO LIGHTLY!!!!

SERIOUSLY, GO WATCH IT!!!

I DONT HAVE MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT!!!!!!

I THINK IT'S NORMAL, COS HERMITS DONT USUALLY HAVE MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT!!!

BUT CLUBBING WITH PEILING SIWEI AND AUD ON WED WAS FUN I GUESSSS!!!

THE MOST FUN PART IS THAT EVERYTHING WAS FREEEE!!!! HEHE!!!!!!

I LOVE LADIES NIGHT!!!!!!

ALTERNATED BETWEEN ATTICA AND MOS!!!!!

ATTICA COS THERE WERE 5 FREE DRINKS!!!!

MUSIC THERE WAS GOOOD, CROWD WAS BAAAAAD!!!!!

AND MOS IS JUST..... CROWDED!!!!

THE WHOLE WORLD GOT DRUNK!!!!!

I WAS DIZZILY SOBER!!!!!

THE NEXT TIME I CAN GO IS A LONG LONG TIME AWAAAAAY!!!!!

COS OF SAJDLASD SCHOOOOL ON THURSDAYSSSSSS SO CAN'T STAY OUT LATE ON WEDNESSDAYSSSSSS!!

I OUGHT TO GO SLEEEEEEP!!!!!

SHALL WAKE UP EARLY TO COVER ANOTHER 2 TOPICS OR SOMETHING!!!!!!

I REALLY HOPE I CAN BREAKFAST WITH SAM MICH PEIYEN AND I DUNNO WHO ELSE!!!!

BUT AT THIS RATE I SERIOUSLY DOUBT I CAN WAKE UP!!!!!

SO A BIG SORRY IN ADVANCE! ):

I HAVENT SEEN ANYONE THIS HOLS. ): ): ):

IM SO EMBARRASSED COS I JUST BLOGGED A WHOLE LOT OF NONSENSE!!!!

BUT I CAN'T JUST DELETE IT COS IT'LL SEEM LIKE IVE WASTED MY TIME!!!!!

SO. JUST BEAR WITH THIS ENTRY. (:

BYEBYEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!



Tuesday, March 04, 2008
「 auditited on 11:14:00 PM 」



HI HI!!!!!!!

my days are kinda boring. and kinda tiring. and kinda cold. yeah thats right, cold! weather is going cranky these days. and it can get cranky for all it wants, if not for the fact that it's affecting me as well. im sneezing like nobody's business. -___-

anyway!

quick summary of my week??? LOL.

wednesday 27/02
home sweet home straight after school!


thursday 28/02
out with cheryloves after school! arab street for beads shopping followed by dinner at some arabian restaurant which seriously lacks business. but food was so good! and kenneth lard joined us too met him by coincidence at bugis and he happened to be alone. and a nice chat with both of them. especially dear yujun HAHA whom i havent met in 824829 years(not that kenneth and i meet all the time, but you get what i mean. LOL). it has seriously been so long she hasnt even seen my new phone ): im sorry we ought to meet up more often i know. but we're all busy these days guess it's nobody's fault. see you again sooon! haha.
and in the mean time.... i shall look at your photo everyday! haha jokes.


friday (29/02)
29th Feb is a special day. leap year! didnt propose to anyone this leap year cos uhm. i lost the ring. so i shall do so the next leap year. to edison chen!! HAHAHA the objective is just to steal him from mich. well anyway! went home straight after school.....

..... and went out again to meet peilingaling at 9+! should try going out on friday nights more often, though more often than not i'll be totaaaally drained by friday. so anyway the plan was to meet xianglong, chunfu and cedrick and then we go siwei's cocktail bar (important: it's a cocktail bar, not a pub. siwei says. lol!) to look for her. so that was what we did! we saw siwei alright, but we couldnt stay in the bar since there was some weird age limit thing. only for people above 27. but haha. i'm quite glad i can't get in too. i dont ever want to be 27!!!!!!! okay but anyway we caught a glimpse of siwei :D

sooo after that.... we headed over to balcony to slack around a bit. we had a super uncomfortable seat. and then we didnt know what to do... so chunfu droveee us to hk cafe at cityhall. yesss chunfu can drive. that is so damn cool.! makes me want to learn driving too. haha. felix and friends joined for awhile, but it was WeirDzzsS! so they left.

had great fun at hk cafe. company was damn goood i almost died laughing haha. but all i can remember now is lots and lots of singing. hahaaaaaa! got home at around 3+am poor chunfu with the vrooom had to send everyone home. and i could see he was dead tired. haaaa. the woes of driving.


saturday (01/03)

stay home day to do work! supposedly. howeverrr i was so drained from the week that i only woke up 4pm. i know that's not normal. and somehow i fell asleep at 11+pm again. and inbetween i watched one movie. and did around 3 questions of maths. so much for setting aside a day for studyiiiinggg. FAIL.


sunday (02/03)

tuitioning kids in the early noon! after that went with fellow colleagues (HAHA) who are in fact xianglong and tah hong to national museum! met siwei there (: i think national museum is so much fun!!!!! but sad we didnt get to explore the whole place cos by the time we reached it was near closing time and it would be a waste if we bought tickets. so we went to look at the free exhibits instead! i like the museum. it's so spacious and nice and tranquil with many many old things inside. :D so! i consider one of my wishes fulfilled! A TRIP TO THE NATIONAL MUSEUM! but! i would still like to go back in the near future to take a look at all the other exhibits! yayyyy.

there was this exhibit on local food and it was so cool!

you can pull a ring and smell the spices from the cone-shaped thingy!

Really nice tea cups. :D

Artistic Photograph 1: Siwei

Artistic Photograph 2: Tah Hong

Artistic Photograph 3: Xiang Long

YAY. so after museum we walked to ps, bought tix for leap years. dinner at cafe cartel i ate a huge serving of pork ribs! slacked around for over 2 hours then another of xianglong's and tahhong's friend joined us for the movie. no popcorns though, still full. ): i think leap yearss is a gooooooooood movie! and i think i make a lousy movie critic cos most movies are nice to me. but seriously! i think it's a show worth catching lah. and! must support local production!! :D

home sweet home close to 1. was so tired i couldnt wake up for school the next day. i totally saw it coming man. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i think from now onwards..... I SHOULD GET A LIFE!!!!! and by that, i mean going straight home after school to catch up with my homework. cos if i dont, i'll be DEAD so i can't get a lifeee. haha. what the. somebody tell me what shyt i'm talking please. im so tired!!!!

Ohyah never blog about school cos all the school days are pretty jumbled up in my brains. lalala. but i do remember peiyen embarrassing himself damn alot on one of the days last week. cos your humble blogger here (HI! thats me!) gave him a huge scare from behind the gate. it was such a good scare, i even got a cute jump and a little twirl from him. :) :) :) i can see his potential in ballet now. HE HE HE. so anyway michelle and i laughed like..... NEVER BEFORE. hahahaha! it was super effin funny. seriously. :D and i feeel meaaaaaannn..... not! lol. i'm sure peiyen wont be upset with me for blogging it. yayyyy.
and there were other random moments during school which made me laugh and laugh but i can't really recall what i was laughing about. so welll. schoool is stilll not boring i guess. at least can laugh !!!!!!! HAHA.

Okayyyyyyyy! That's all for today!! Won't be updating too much cossssssss as everyone should know that im a lazy bum by nowwwwww! YAYYYYYY.

ohyah and! did i mention that i've got a stalker? i think i did! and if my stalker is truly stalking me he would read my blog. okay not exactly a stalker, but a friggin prank caller. i think he hates me cos he sounded like he so enjoyed freaking me out. either that or he's a psychomaniac who loves me alot. and it'll be scary if it's so cos he kind of dedicated a phone line to me. *gasp* the honour! cos when i tried calling him back or try calling him any other time his phone is apparently off. thanks alot psycho. but the thing is. i dont think it's funny at all. i dont think it's even cute, scary, frightening or whatever emotions it is that he is trying to evoke. i just think it's freaky. not that i'm freaked out by him. but it's freaky that such a person with such a screwed up mind even exists! and i think my beloved prankcaller should seriously get a life and spend his time doing something more constructive. like planning for his future. not that i see much future in a prankcaller but well, im sure he will manage to work out something if he thinks hard enough. really hard. in the mean time it would probably do himself good if he would just do some soul searching and seriously freakin stop calling me at weird times and saying nonsensical stuff. yes thanks alot. and apparently my prankcaller has got no fingers cos he hasnt replied a single of my sms and i'm quite sure he reads it. all the better. there's a side of me which loves spamming vulgarities. aiyarh dammit im just so irritated by this asshole okay end of story.

BYEBYE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! ENJOY YOUR DAYSSSSSSSSSS !